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Transcending Boundaries

"Transcending boundaries" is about crossing of Space. Its about reaching beyond into another domain, someone else's domain which you cannot touch. It is also about loss, a deep loss, of home, family love, respect and the Self. It is about redefining who you are by discovering what you are becoming. Stepping into another world where what you speak is not a tool for meaning making, instead a nonsensical muteness.

Who can hear this cry from within and understand it? Try to tell a people of commodity, luxury, high capitalism and spanning multimedia, about war and destruction. About the dead bodies you have seen lying in the street at the age of five. Is this a horror film you describe to your alien friend? For that's the only parallel these stories cross in their lives.

What is the answer to your father's broken hands? His hands which gave him honor among his country's best, now lie helpless at his side.

All he can do is cry. Its not the poverty which kills his spirit but the loss of who he used to be. The mother's heart, the tuneless flute, for the last stolen glances at her family still burn like today's sunshine. These rays of fabulous illumination don't warm this isolated woman's icy flesh - they singe the fiber of who she was.

Forcing the revelation of another, within the one Self. The taxi drives away and that's the last of girlhood dreams and womanhood shelters. Now existing in the cold of her new, undiscovered world.

The fear of Otherness is the fear of the unknown, phenomenon. It is the fear of an unknown, where the foreign is unexplainable and undeniably a deadlocked puzzle. Only some will cross the boundary to your world to see makes you the dark creature of deep thoughts. Of why you base all your school assignment on themes of War.

Time is the healer, it has been said and is true, of this and every other wound your soul has accumulated. All those stares, the whispers, and insults rising like dense forests.

Though you do make it. To that place, where an opening in the canopy will allow you to breath. Reborn like from the depths of a dark womb, a second time, from a hostile yet learned mother. Only then can you really transcend those boundaries and stop being the manifestation of feared "Otherness".

Zaheda Ghani
Co-editor






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